I Am/I Feel

Fragile,
Frightened,
Raw,
Remote. . .
Battered,
Broken,
Bruised,
Brooding. . .
I am all these things.
Slipping,
Sliding,
Tripping,
Falling. . .
Careening,
Crashing,
Crushing,
Crumpling. . .
I am all these things.
Afraid,
Affronted,
Insulted,
Injured. . .
Abandoned,
Abused,
Left,
Lost,
I am all these things.
Miserable,
Murdered and murderous,
Guilty,
Gutless. . .
I am all these things.
Confused,
Conquered,
Disabled,
Disinterested. . .
Hopeless,
Heartless,
Helpless,
Hindered. . .
I am all these things.
Betrayer and betrayed,
Bewildered,
Bereft,
Beligerent. . .
Toxic and intoxicated,
swallowed,
swollen,
Swinging, swirling. . .
I am all these things.
Addicted
Afflicted,
Conflicted,
Restricted. . .
I am all these things.