December 21: Future self.

Imagine yourself five years from now. What advice would
you give your current self for the year ahead? (Bonus: Write a note to
yourself 10 years ago. What would you tell your younger self?)


Advice for Current Self:
Take things easy!! Stay relaxed and focussed on Livia, don't stress
yourself out!!! You've got a fabulous handle on this, University and
Baby!! You're going to be a beautiful Mother and a wonderful
role-model to Liv!! Don't pretend you have "ALL" the answers!!! Don't
be "ashamed" that you don't. Don't pretend to be infalable for Liv's
sake!! Always be truthful with her. Make sure you tell her it's "your
truth" though, and she has the right to find her own truth. Be gentle
with her and make sure she has choices so she knows she's perfectly
capable from a young age.

Advice for Younger Self:
There are tough times ahead, and I know you feel like you've had enugh
already!! I hear ya loud and clear!!! And you know what? You're
right!! You have had enough! The world has had enough!!! That doesn't
change anything though and living like the world owes you something
WILL NOT get you anywhere!!! Sorry to say, I know this to. . . and you
know how I know? Because you and I are the same person. Michelle
Medina. We think the same, act the same and are in the same Body. I'm
as stubborn as you are, as annoyed as you are, and we've both got
Catitude for miles!!! Lol. However. . . we must use that to our
advantage, not to our detriment!! Cry your heart out, it's okay!! You
are Daddy's little girl, you don't have to take it to extremes by
being tough and NEVER showing your vulnerability. mom will fuck you
over, get over it!! And quickly, so your life can move on
accordingly!! Open your heart and let people in. Trust and give people
permission to break your heart and keep steeping out there into the
world!! Don't hide, don't pretend nothing's wrong, don't lie to
yourself. ALWAYS BE TRUE TO YOURSELF!!! ALWAYS!!
And never, ever forget, I love you. . . and I'm always in your corner!!